Basic Instinct

Breathe n u intake the alcohol smell in, move n u step on someone's foot, talk n ur friend cant listen to what u r saying, this is just another friday nite, just another bus after 10 n just another country - US. Who says you miss the Indian bus crowd, the rush n fight for getting on the bus, the manic crowd in the bus, if u ever do just come visit me in Amherst - a small university town near Boston which overflows with life on a friday nite. It is as if it takes birth every friday nite n dies a slow death on sunday morning. The cycle goes on week after week. This is it. The two days of life in Amherst.

New York drives me crazy

Call it a wide-eyed dream of girl from a small city( a city so small, yet the whole world knows about it, no prizes for guessing.) or just call it mere madness, but I am in love with New York, it just drives me carzy. The rush, the crowd, the urban sprawl, the honking cars, the dingy subways, the flashy Times Square, the bustling Broadway, romantic Brooklyn bridge, I am in love with all of this - this place is so full of LIFE.

I am wondering what was I doing in US, and what the hell am I doing now, just being another student in just another university. I would rather kill to be another face on the New York street , than die being a student in this so quiet and peace loving place. Sometime Amherst is so quiet, you could say its haunted.

Going to New York brought back life into me, and its pulling me back like a magnet, I want to be there, live life of a New Yorker. I am tired of being quite, into studies, struggling to achieve what I aspire for, just want a break, a break away from all this and into the heaven that people call hell. I wish someone would bring that break into my life, oh how I wish :)